At Clandestine High School, every student's got a dirty secret that they keep locked up to their chests at all times. Your secret could be anything from having an eating disorder, changing your sexual orientation, or even faking your own image.
But even though all students have a secret, they don't show it like they're locking it up inside. All students look and act normal, like at any other high school.
Your secret can be ANYTHING. Just keep it Clandestine.
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the storms inside your soul. '-sam. « Thread Started on Aug 14, 2008, 8:09pm »
Boca Raton Central Park is one of those places where many teens come around to picnic under the bright, young sun. There's usually couples walking around the ponds, younger teenagers laughing around in their little groups, talking about life, and just gossiping.
For Grace, she took that place to heart, and usually was there to think things through. Mostly her thoughts were all about Sam. God, that night at the beach confused her thoughts inside and out. She didn't know what he was meaning when he said those things, and she wasn't quite sure if she should have said what she screamed to him. That she was in love with him. Hm, probably not, but she did so anyway. Why? Because the feeling of falling in love burned in her heart but honestly, Sam didn't feel that way, at least for what he told her. She trusted him so much, so much to sleep with her! Maybe that night was regretful..
With a pained sigh, Grace scooted around the bench she was sitting on for comfort, her legs crossed together, staring at the water, at her reflection. She didn't even know who she was anymore, or at least who she had become. Grace had promised to herself that she wouldn't let a guy come between her and her heart, but obviously she couldn't keep that promise for long, because around Sam, she was vulnerable...sadly..
Wearing dark skinny jeans, a black graphic tee and a Zoo York hoodie, she pulled the hood up to cover most of her golden, straight locks, except for what hung out of her jacket, which was mostly her long blond hair not bothering to be pulled up into a pony tail.. her bright eyes seemed clouded with sadness..and a distant look beyond that, too.
She just wished she could sort shit out with Sam sooner or later...
i knew you'd fabricate the situation just for the sake of your need for attention.
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Re: the storms inside your soul. '-sam. « Reply #1 on Aug 14, 2008, 10:46pm »
The golden streaks simmering from the vast sky pelted Sam's skin and left him with a sparkling ever-growing tan as he walked. His mind was drifting far from reality and he let his feet carry him towards the center of the Park, where the Great Lawn lay in the midst of the entire park. The Great Lawn was one of the primary parts of the park that consisted only of grass and playing fields; needless to say, it was the perfect spot for a romantic picnic or a pickup baseball game.
Before Sam had decided to take a walk out, he'd smoked five rolled-up joints. The aftermath resulted in becoming incredibly high, and his body was out of sorts. He could barely see straight, nor think straight for that matter; and that had been his goal. Ever since he'd broken Grace's heart that night over a week ago on the beach, the two had barely been on speaking terms. Living at her place had become strenuous and awkward. Grace never allowed herself to be in the same room as Sam, and whenever he walked into the same room, she would gladly escort herself out.
With an exasperated sigh, Sam entered the Great Lawn and walked clumsily around the area. Even through his hazy, red pupils, he could make out the flawless figure of Grace Anderson sitting before him. He had unintentionally walked right over to where she was sitting and surprisingly, she hadn't moved away from him...yet. Maybe this would be the perfect time to finally talk and settle things; to be honest, he was unsure of what to say to her and would most likely babble like a complete idiot. But hey, he was high. She had to cut him some slack.
Sam fumbled for the ground with his palms and sat on the exact patch of grass that he had felt beneath him. "Grraaa-ceee? Is tha-t -- you?" His tone came out patchy and slurred. "I can -- barely...tell." A goofy smile simmered across his lips as his stained front teeth poked out. Blinking several times, his hazy gaze fell to Grace's chest and he left it there, chortling huskily. He was acting just as drunk as he was high. "Yer purrddyyy." So much for that talk...
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Re: the storms inside your soul. '-sam. « Reply #2 on Aug 15, 2008, 1:39pm »
Upon hearing a familiar, rather husky, uneasy voice, Grace stared into the reflection to find Sam's, right next to hers. She inhaled deeply and stiffened, her shoulders completely aligned as she yet to make notice of Sam, until he complimented her, but she could barely understand him. With a raised eyebrow, she turned to face him and she nearly gasped. He was so stoned! His bright blue eyes were red and dilated and he just reaked of the smell of pot wafting on him. She could see out of the corner of his eye a lighter in his pocket.
Grace sighed, "Yes Sam it's me," she said while nonchalantly taking her index finger and picking up his head so they were eye to eye. Even when he was in such harsh conditions it still hurt for her to look at him, because she still saw that guy who broke her heart, even when sporting five joints in his system..
i knew you'd fabricate the situation just for the sake of your need for attention.
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Re: the storms inside your soul. '-sam. « Reply #3 on Aug 15, 2008, 4:49pm »
Sam was still unable to think straight and therefore, it took him much longer than expected to process what Grace was saying to him. His stare was bouncing back and forth from Grace to the rest of the Great Lawn; his eyes were scanning the multitude of figures wandering around the premises. It was difficult to make out whether they were women or men, because well, they all looked alike in his eyes. He squinted, dilating his piercing red pupils; he hadn't though to bring a pair of sunglasses, which wasn't very smart.
Sam barely felt Grace's touch as she lifted his chin so that their gazes were level with one another. He squinted, hoping it would help him see Grace a little easier; surprisingly, it was working. "Hey..." He murmured slowly, able to speak without slurring. "I'm...I'm sorry...I'm -- high..." His stuttering was accompanied with a blank stare and a soft spoken grin. "Ever since last week... at the...beach, I've been...getting...high...a lot... I can't...stop. I've fallen...back...into my old...h--habits." The soft raindrop-like substance fell from his eyelids and streaked past his cheekbones and finally hit the pockets of his jeans. More tears continued flowing like rough streams and his lips quivered. Only Grace could do this to him.
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Re: the storms inside your soul. '-sam. « Reply #4 on Aug 16, 2008, 3:43pm »
Grace listened intently to the words he spoke. "Really? Haven't noticed," she murmured under her breath about he comment of him being high, but then his voice got serious, and she focused 100% on what Sam had to say. What he was saying, was he was admitting to the fact he was getting high a lot, and the reason why. Once she noticed those tears streaming down his face she bit her lip to hold back her own, feeling completely sorry for Sam. Her compassion always got the best of her.
"Oh, Sam," she murmured, cradling his face in her hands as she kissed his forehead. "Why? Nothing's your fault, it's all mine. I shouldn't have told you what I said...this probably wouldn't have happened," she whispered, her eyes watering up just by looking at him. She hated seeing him like this, because she knew that she'd start crying too. "Please Sam tell me you'll stop," she begged mercilessly, sniffling as she wiped her eyes before she could let anymore tears spill from her bright hues.